I swallow my pride, Now I’m crawling back to You

Daughtry – Crawling Back To You

I have had this tab on for hours. So I might as well write something. I have been doing a lot of thinking, a lot of self-reflection yesterday, so here we go.

It has been a long day. Mentally. Woke up to sad news, the loss of someone who is not close, but dear. I only heard of her passing from Instagram, which was honestly very hurtful, but that is not what this post it for. That is a story for another day, maybe.

I first knew her a little over a year ago. As quoted by someone, she was one of the best to walk this earth. And I agree wholeheartedly. She was truly one of the beautiful ones. Yesterday, my social media feed was full of posts dedicated to her – she truly did touch the hearts of many. Her kindness, her smile, her words, all of it was genuine. She was truly unlike any other.

She was extraordinary. And Allah simply took back what is His.

Her passing away has reminded me of what’s to come. Death and the life after. Pulled me back to my senses.

Our time will come, too.

I may no longer be who I was a year ago. But here’s to trying again. In my own pace this time. Staying true to myself this time. Crawling, this time.

Rest well, beautiful soul.

– F.

O soul, when will you realise you are only a number of days



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